Hello, readers!
I have really enjoyed participating in Twitter's "Chat MS," happening on Monday nights at 7 EST. Because I am on the West coast, this is going to become increasingly difficult for me, as it begins while I am still at work and it was only by chance that I could participate this evening. So, to keep the conversation going, I am going to make it a weekly regiment to post the questions from Chat MS every Monday evening and welcome anyone to answer them in the comments. By talking about the issues, we can make progress!
Let's get started! This week's theme was Women with MS.
Q1: For approximately every 1 male, 3 females get diagnosed with MS. How does this make you feel?
I have always known that multiple sclerosis was more common in women, but it really does feel like a woman's disease. I have met many women with MS and only a handful of men, and that is likely because I am a healthcare provider. Though despite the higher numbers of women with the disease, it seems to be much more severe in men. No disease is truly sexually exclusive, but it would not surprise me if one day we only considered MS a women's ailment, as it is more likely we would find the genetic markers that make those few men more susceptible.
Q2: 86% of women are diagnosed with MS b/w the ages of 16 and 40. How old were you when you were diagnosed?
I was officially diagnosed with MS at 25, after I woke up one morning and my left leg was completely numb, and my right toes were as well. Though this major problem forced me to come into the emergency room and finally get an answer, I had been dealing with symptoms as early as December of 2009. I describe this time in my life as, 'when I got sick.' I went into remission for several years until the episode that brought me to the hospital, though in retrospect I had warnings something was happening in January with frequent MS hugs that I thought was persistent food poisoning; the leg went numb at the end of February.
Q3: When you were diagnosed, did you have children? If yes, what were the challenges you faced?
I did not - and I was terrified that it might me I couldn't have children. I am in a religious union with my husband, who comes from a large family and always wanted kids. I was always on the fence. But now, I had a choice to make. I had always intended that a year after I graduated with my doctorate, that I would secretly go off the pill and let nature take its course. That was no longer an option with my MS, since the medications I was taking to stay in remission were not pregnancy safe. We were very fortunate, however, that when I stopped the Gilenya I didn't relapse, and we got pregnant just outside of the 2 month safety window of stopping the drug. I am 13 weeks pregnant, and so far things are going well!
Q4: If you do not have children, do you wish to have any in the future? What are your fears being a mom with MS?
Can't take it back now :), but of course there are fears. I am afraid I will not have the energy to keep up with my children. I am afraid I will have a flare and my children will end up taking care of me before my time, and that has always been my reservation about having kids; I am in general a sick person, always have been, first as a child and now as an adult with this chronic illness. It is not impossible that I could wake up one day and have a major problem, or lose my ability to do something I used to take for granted - like walking, running, staying balanced, doing yoga, or even feeling my appendages. I worry I could lose my sight. I worry about my cognition. But I don't worry that my kids might have MS - it is not highly likely to be passed down genetically, and think of it this way: If I chose to adopt instead, and then had a child who had MS, wouldn't that be a kick in the ass? Shit happens.
Q5: Studies suggest that being pregnant with MS relieves symptoms. Has anyone noticed this?
Yes, though part of that might be the placebo effect of being pregnant as well, because that's common MS knowledge - - I have to admit though, pregnancy comes with its own set of strange issues. I can't sleep, and am very tired, but not "MS Tired." I can't feel my arms and my fingers are tingly, but that might be because of the carpal tunnel and pinched nerves in my back because my breasts have gotten enormous. I have restless leg syndrome, but it doesn't feel like the weirdness of MS. Time will tell, I guess.
Q6: Women with MS say symptoms get worse around their periods. What symptoms worsen for you during that time of the month?
Hell. Yes. I hate that some people really don't think there's a connection. These are the same people who don't believe there is a connection between menstruation and migraines. STUPID. My first major flare happened in the middle of my period. To this day, my biggest symptoms that hit around my period are severe fatigue and nausea. Oh, the nausea. No one believed me that the nausea was because of my MS, but I never felt nausea like that until 2010. I was certain something was terribly wrong with me and no one listened. Nausea is not just a symptom because you get dizzy - I am certain this is tied to the same phenomenon that causes MS Hugs. Which are poorly named.
Q7: Do you take any meds to help you deal with symptoms during your menstrual cycle?
Dude. Chocolate. And Excedrin. I need the tylenol/aspirin/caffeine mix. But other than that, it's a wait it out system, and I pray I don't have a flare. I hadn't because I was on the Gilenya, but once baby comes, I am scared of what might happen.
Q8: Women say symptoms like fatigue and bladder issues feel worse during menopause. Have you experienced this?
Whoa there, nelly. I'm only 27. Let's take childbirth first, ok?
Alright, everyone! Your turn! Love to all, please comment, keep the conversation going - feel free to copy/paste the questions to your own blog and keep spreading the word!
Love all - Margo :)
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